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I am learning to love the people I am usually so cynical towards. Little by little, I am trying to look beyond theyre big mouths and bull shit. Though they are deeply flawed, I still l-ate-ove them. Cause hello?!, I am probably so much worse. I just cant observe myself from an outsider point of view.

Anyways, if I truly, one fantastic lucky day, Love them from the bottom of my bif fat shallow heart, wouldn't it make sense that i do everything in my power to have them saved? And thats what you should do through christ. Love them. and save the ones you love.

Honest to blog, I don't know how I am going to revert from Hatred to Love. It's okay through Him, anything should be possible, RIGHTT?!??

maybe by doing this, I will then have a stronger base for my relationship with Him. And then maybe I won't feel so lost and hopeless anymore....

ugh, who the hell am i these days.