http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2_HXUhShhmY

creativity at its best. if you dont watch this, shame one you.

I've been blogging alot lately. Just to pass the time.

idk why, but this week has been especially draining in my opinion. My energy has been drained. My spirits have been drained. My hopes have been drained. and the list may go on.

But its okay, things are starting to look better.

-----here's my update on college

Idk where I got in. I know where i got rejected.

I still have a few schools left to hear back from, but what was i thinking? Now that i think back during the application process, i was so filled with hope and assurance that one of these places would be for me. However, realistically speaking, these schools are one the top notch schools in the nation. I didnt realize that... i wouldnt get in, until now. I was a little in beyond over my head. And now... Only Luck can save my ass. Not the type of luck where you find a head-faced penny on the sidewalk and great things happen throughout the day.

I need luck. The kind of luck that happens when Preparation meets Opportunity.

Knowing me, I'll be fine no matter wat. Highschool has felt more of a College to me than anything. I really did live independently. My parents rarely cook for me, my parents never tell me to study. There's no limit to my curfew (wen i study) or sometimes wen i play.

I've prepared myself for this opportunity for over a year. I do what i need to do. I make my own mistakes. I work and pay for almost everything.. seriously almost everything: My books my fees my shoes my uniform.. you name it. I have my own schedule of meetings, dates, and events. I dont depend on anyone to tell me wat to do..

So whether I get accepted or not, I'm prepared to live on my own. The only thing missing, is shelter. haha

I'm looking into possibly moving in w/some friends living in santa monica.. or maybe westwood. That way im living closer to my dream. It'll be my motivation.

Like those girls in those movies. I'll stick my head out the window, staring into the night at the place she wishes she could be. And always at the end, her wishes come true.

Lets hope wishes come true. (this time)