Thursday, April 16, 2009














I had a dream 2 nights ago that i cant seem to forget.


I was desperate for some cigarettes. and so i asked this man if i can have one of his. Instead he gave me a cigar. So i went in the liquor store and asked if i can exchange my cigar for a carton of cigs. The man looked at me and instead of cigs, gave me $20.00.

And for some odd reason, the dream me, started to sob.. the dream me was sobbing "how did you know? how did you know that this is wat i needed?" The man looked at me and said.. "this was the money i owe you"

And the dream me recalled a moment wen this man came to church and asked if anyone can lend him any amount of cash. And all i had was a 20 and i let him have it.

The dream me kept crying and crying.. and cried "youre an honest man, we need more people like you"

the man said "youre a giving girl, we need more people liek you"

..........and then i dont remember.


idk wat this dream means but i woke up craving for some cigarettes.


And. . . i sure as hell would like one right now, but id like to live that few 7 extra seconds in the end.

2 comments:

x said...

god, i need a good cry right now.

Angela Chong said...

porque my darling?