Horrible beginning of a day.

So lets see..

Yesterday night, I was originally scheduled to work until 12:30 am. Instead, my manager kept me until 2:06 am. I got home around 2:30 and slept around 2:45. I woke up at 8 to finish up some school things and clean the car for prom today and didnt notice the huge bags underneath my eye sockets.
Well, i just tried on my dress and idk what it is, but my breasts have definitely shrunk. My dress keeps slippin and my breasts keep showing. Im currently looking for another bigger bra, or just stuff it. HA yea i said it, stuff it.
On top of this beautiful day, I just started my period. Dont mess w/me.

The only thing that's been stuck in my mind is.. getting my money back. More money, more problems?
i wish.
It's actually the lack of money circulating at home. If i were to go to prom next weekend, i would have to spend about $200, that is about 20 hours of work. That is about a week's pay..
To be honest, I work hard.
let me put it this way
i usually work mondays, wednesdays, fridays, and sometimes saturdays.

Mondays and Wednesdays, I usually get home around 10-11 pm and rush to do my homework until 1-2 am.
Fridays, i sacrifice my night to hang out w/the friends to work until 2-3am.
Saturdays " ".

Prom does not deserve this money. I know that if i go, i would have a miserable time. The only thing that i would think about is "i spent this much on this shit?" no offense. and let me be real w/you, half the people in the group annoy me. Especially couples. Couples seem to get more PDA during dances, and i dont want to be reminded of how lonesome i shouldfeel.

I'm not rich. I'm moving out in june. I saved up $2000 but had to give it to the madre for living expenses. I'm paying for my own gas cause my the buffet is slow righ now, which means less tip for my mom.
I'm not even going to grad night.

UGH, all i can say is... i cant afford to go to prom.

It may not seem like a big deal to others. And i may seem like the bitch whos screwing up the plans that were created a month ago. Im not trying to screw anything up. If anything, im screwing myself over if i go and if i dont go. But wat can i say.
What you get, is what you see.
And what you see aint money.