Why did we bother with all the distractions we did? Back home, the O.J. Simpson trial was in full swing, and there were people who surrendered their entire lunch hours watching it, then taped the rest so they could watch more at night. They didn't know O.J. Simpson. They didn't know anyone involved in the case. Yet they gave up days an dweeks of their lives, addicted to someone else's drama.

"The culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you ahve to be strong enough to say if the culture doesn't work, don't buy it."

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Intoxication.

Ive never felt so shitty in my life.

Im so allerigic to it, and my body's getting weaker and weaker to each drop. I cant handle it anymore. What used to be 6 became 4. Now with 2 Im completely gone. My eyes are bloodshot (i look ike im going to kill someone) And my whole body just turns red.

I didnt know a tan girl like me could turn into such a color.

No more, i think im done.

Never felt so shitty before, never