I went hiking in malibu tuesday morning.
I worked out this morning.

All i could think about was school. If i should pursue pre-med. It was never about the money, it was never about getting the title of becoming a doctor or surgeon.
It was never about what others think it would be.

It is a number. a number of salary, years of work/dedication, books i would read, competition, MCAT score could never compete with the number of lives i could save.

And that was it.

Thats what it's about. It always was.



And so long to my social life.

here it begins.