Poor baby

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1zY38p0Lpw

Stage fright

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Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true
Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do
More than anything I want to see you, girl
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
If you could be happy-snow patrol

Adventures in Friendship
I have my small share of good friends.
I have also had my share of not so good ones.
I've realized that as I become more obligated with more things, I've become less obligated with friends.

I've never been good at keeping friends. I've had close friends but none of them seem to really stick around.

I think that's why I have many guy friends. Guys are much easier to talk to and deal with. And needless to say, they are not competitive (with me at least). Girls seem to compare more with their friends, and in some cases outdo their friends? Also guys are less sensitive about most things, girls can interpret comments differently and sometimes take it up the ass.

Really a shame though; reality can be so different for some people.

It's always nice catching up w/an old friend though. One of my buddies made me a video today and it almost made me cry. I've really forgotten the happiness he brings me. I really miss talking to him... too bad things change as time pass.

i've fucked up too many times.

sigh.