I realize that no matter how many flips, turns, and bumps my life runs into, I never plan for the if's. They are constantly in my mind..

"What happens if things don't work out?"

"What if I don't get in?"

"If I don't.."

But I realize that these if sentences end there. I don't know what it is about my personality, but it's not as if I am going through those stages of denial, anger, and acceptance. I aint denying nothing, i aint angry at no one, and im sure as hell not rejecting anything! I'm just not planning for things that I hope will not happen in the future.

to plan beyond/after these if sentences, is to plan for failure.

I plan to succeed (in whatever form it may come). I leave room for compromises, but not for failure.