i feel like everyone around me has started a new chapter in their lives someway, somehow.

Whether it's moving into a whole new location, becoming romantically involved, following their hearts, and so forth.

As for me, I'm not sure. I guess in a way I did start for myself-this new chapter in life. I wanted to meet new people, find myself, find answers, and focus.. all to start another new chapter; the same page everyone else seems to be on. I am meeting new people, i am learning more about myself, i am trying to build a relationship with God, and my focus is 75% there. But nothing feels new.. my life consists of school and work every single day. I miss my companionship. I miss wanting to go out and party (although i was never really into the scene) I miss being spontaneous. I miss being able to have an in depth conversation, I miss being able to call up a friend to go out for some junk food, late night movies, red mango, or just talks.

I've discovered many beautiful things here in Los Angeles, but it sucks when the only people I want to share this with are no where near my range.

Nothing seems new anymore.

same routine everyday, school&work. God is part of my life everyday, but He is not a routine.

sigh. The thought, "this will all be worth it in the end" isn't so motivating or appetizing anymore.

What is the end?

Summer, please come and go so I can quit my job.