I’ve been trying so hard to figure out this world before I have even entered it.
From past to present, it is known that as humans, we constantly analyze, theorize, and summarize everything. We need a reason behind everything to comprehend anything. Nothing is just a just. We're not satisfied with "just".
We look at paintings, life, and the world we live in, and we try to justify its very being.
I find it strange that we do this. Whenever i find myself painting, ive never had a reason to justify what i draw. I just merely do it because.. (wait for it) ... i feel like it. And the people i draw are of people that just came to be as i drew them. Theyre no one. IDK them, they dont know me.
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If anything, spending the night with my few lovely girlfriends allowed me to taste the life.. the kind of life people have hard time explaining.. the kind of life we describe as beyond happiness, beyond love, beyond anything we've felt before. Dancing the night away w/my lovelies lifted my spirit yesterday.
And it taught me this. People do things because they feel like it.
whether its frustration, anger, jealousy, happiness, or love. Our actions are justified by our emotions. No theories. Nothing special.
everyone has it. Everyone feels it.
Now, I'm going to use it.
You see, I am what i love and not what loves me
1 comment:
thank you for your concern :) it shows that you really do care and how great of a friend you are.
i didn't get into any trouble whatsoever though which amazes me. hehe she fell asleep so we're good!
also, let's go again forsure! less crowded though. that'd be awesome.
mmmm alsoooo i talked to him about it and he says he didn't so yes i believe him lol.
thanks. really thanks. me being pink... really?! hahaha i love you :)<3
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