Thursday, September 9, 2010

1 yr.

Remember senior year when everyone was feeling nervous and anxious as college applications rolled around? Do you remember all the regretful feelings of .. i should have, why didn't i do this, only if? Well you very well should, bc for most of my friends it was only a year ago.

1 year. What has that 1 year changed for you? (besides the fact that high school seems a lot smaller than when you were a high school student)

Things have changed tremendously for me within this 1 year.
It gave me time to think, breathe, search, learn, discover for forever and a day. But that 1 yr has come to pass and I'm back on that path of self evaluation, self application, and self acceptation/rejection. My mind and heart hyperventilates itself as these topics come about. What will I do? What will I write? Where will I apply? Where will i go? Was this 1 yr enough?

And then I take a deep long breath, and think about all those things I searched, only to learn that I discovered it this year. I discovered me. Set apart from familiarities, i started from square zero, from nothingness and i found Myself.

Myself- my likes, my dislikes, my capabilities, my disabilities, my dreams, my passion, and just how far these things can take me in the journey called life.

God gave me a second chance to prove myself to no one else but me. I am my only competition.
Ready?
Set.
almost time to go.


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